Today I weighed myself for the first time in about 3 months. It’s very hard to bring myself to do this because it makes me face how much I have given up on myself. 192 pounds is what popped up on the scale. Even though 192 lbs makes me squirm, I am excited that I have decided to choose a better life for myself and that this is the LAST time I will be seeing 192lbs. LETS DO THIS!!!!!!